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睡眠失调

November 20, 2009 Leave a comment


十年前我考律师专业文凭的那个时期,曾经为了考试连续两个星期,每天只睡两个小时。

那两个星期里,在清醒的时候我也似乎活在迷幻的世界里。清醒和昏睡只是在一线之间,有时在短短的十几秒内,可以堕入睡眠后又醒觉几次。

上课到一半趁讲师停歇的空档,马上争取那短短数分钟的睡眠;走在直路上,也可以一面走路一面睡觉。在这样的情况下入睡,即使是在睡眠状态也好像还是清醒的,睡梦中也还能听到外界的声音。那种情形就好象是人在水底,向上窥探水面上的世界,听到和看到的,全是模糊不清、破碎支离的画面和音符。

这种半梦半醒的状态,有点像是酒醉的情形。喝醉酒最美好的部份,就是人处于半醉半醒的阶段。完全喝醉就已经失去知觉,就算多么亢奋,也没有意义。半醉半醒的人,既处于麻醉亢奋的状态,却仍有表达的能力,所以偶会做出一些骇人惊世的事情,成为绝响。

半梦半醒也是一样的。梦里超越现实的影像,却出现在仍然清醒的脑袋里。这其中虽然没有自我进步的元素,但是娱乐成份多多少少还是有的。

那个时期,是我体态的黄金年代。两个星期的熬夜,居然还可以撑下来,经过一两天的休息后,马上又恢复正常了。

最近需要熬夜准备案件,才不过熬了一个晚上,第二天就出问题了。到了下午的时候睏到不行,小睡一下就睡了4个小时。醒来的时候正是半夜,想要继续睡却已经睡不着了。这样的睡眠失调,至少需要几天时间来调整回来。

人的年龄越大,就越没有本钱熬夜。

 

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大雄与技安

August 14, 2008 Leave a comment

 

 

 大雄与技安的关系,是一种非常诡异的友谊关系。

 

技安的歌声很难听但是却很喜欢唱歌,得空就开个人演唱会,还会逼大雄听完整场。平时仗着自己的力量优势,不时欺负朋友,而且还喜欢佔朋友的便宜。

 

从大雄的角度来审视这段友谊关系,会发现大雄心里对技安的不满是非常明显的。但是由于他软弱的性格使然,他宁愿牺牲自己的尊严和权益,尽力维持着表面的和平。

 

既然大雄对于技安的陵辱逆来顺受,那么技安当然也不需要对大雄客气。对方退一步,自己就进一步。

 

即便是如此差劲的人,大家仍因为某种原因还是与技安做朋友。这个原因很可能主要是历史因素,大家从小在一起玩,慢慢地已经习惯这种不平等的友谊关系。想要改变过来必须经过类似革命性的争斗,所以多一事不如少一事,就只好继续忍受技安的强霸人格。再加上他们在外人看来仍然属于一党的朋友,所以即使大家如何不满技安,但仍然有需要对外界交代,继续与技安维持这种奇怪的友谊关系。

 

这种关系就好象现在马华和巫统的关系一样。

 

当然大雄与马华还是有分别的。那就是大雄有小叮当的帮助以及读者群的支持和同情,而马华渐渐地形成孤军作战的形势。

 

过去结盟初期的种种因素,过了那么多年之后,已经渐渐失去其实质意义,剩下的只是空乏的陈年历史。巫统在今时今日,已经具备所有败坏毁灭的条件,可以说是开始倒数败倒的时间了。巫裔已经慢慢地与国际社会接轨,即使再怎样煽动种族主义,也再难得到压倒性的支持率了。党内部的组织弊病和贪污的恶习,不可能一下子清除,再垂死鼓吹种族主义,只有另人民更加厌恶巫统。

 

继续与这样一个沉船在同一阵线,自然会被拖拉下去。在人民思维正进行着架构性的转移之际,单凭光辉的历史已经无法说服人民继续相信这种联盟关系。之所以一时间还没有分手,可能是放不下历史包袱和既得利益。

 

历史光辉固然可贵,但是更重要的是在当下为未来做出的努力。

 

既得利益固然很爽,但更重要的是要认清党根,马华的根基不是那4个部长固打,而是强厚的华裔后盾。

 

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民族主义

July 21, 2008 Leave a comment

 

在多元种族的国家里,每当国家的尊严受到压力时,民族主义思潮就会死灰复燃。

为何有如此的现象,真正的原因并不能一概而论,但在初始阶段必定是有一件事情影响了某族或某国的民族感情。

民族主义兴起之际,其激进程度视有关种族的开化度和人民不满的程度而定。比较温和的,就把种族主义埋藏起来,以爱国、振兴国家、人民自强等作为党号,在尽可能的情况下,以全国利益为先。激进一点的,就讲得白一点,打着某种族的旗号,复兴单一民族。最激进的,就走种族极端主义,例如当年的犹太人复兴组织。

近期的俄罗斯政坛,涌现了不少民族主义色彩鲜明的政党,并在短期内召集到数以万计的党员。俄罗斯的民族主义思潮的兴起,是因为人民对于苏联解体后,经济改革的成果不能让人满意,大家开始觉得自己的国家从一超级大国沦为普通大国,民族尊严受损。再加上中央近年来逐步向民间收回上游工业的经营权,使到地方上的人民感觉上受到打压。原本划分好的经济利益结构,一经变更,就马上带来广泛的情绪波动,民族主义就复兴了。

同样的情形,其实现在正在局部地发生在我国巫裔族群之中。

说是局部,那是因为这里指的是巫统支持者而已。308政治海啸之后,巫统面对的就是这种既得利益的架构性重组。槟、雪、霹三州变天,害到多少靠政治吃饭的寄生虫受到影响?突然的战败,对这些人来讲,就好象被抢劫一样。

近几个星期,假如有翻看“马来西亚前锋报”,可能会被里面的一些言论或读者来函气死。各种荒诞的极端种族主义谬论,被主编半默许的情形下,登在报章上。虽说这种想法在巫裔族群里,应该不是佔大多数,但是在媒体的推鼓下,极端种族主义蔓延的趋势是令人担忧的。

同样是民主主义政党的马华,假如想要以国阵老二的身份制衡巫统的极端种族主义,是不可能的。巫统的极端种族主义,是奉宪法行事,受到法律的保障。

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Bro vs Bro

November 27, 2007 Leave a comment

 

Police Report [report no Kelana Jaya A/002187/07] dated 19 March 2007

lodged by Thirunama Karasu a/l Kandar Velupillai (who claimed to be Dato VK Lingam’s brother)

against Dato V. K Lingam.

This report was lodged with the Brickfields police station.

Pengadu menyatakan:
FURTHER TO MY REPORT DATED 16 MARCH 2007 KELANA JAYA REPORT NOMBER 2115/07, I NOW WISH TO ADD FURTHER BECAUSE THE I.O TUAN SAIFUL IN THIS CASE FROM KELANA JAYA REFUSE TO TAKE MY STATEMENTS IN DETAILS AND THEREFORE I HAD TO LODGE THIS FURTHER REPORT TO SET OUT DETAILS. I FEAR MY LIFE AND THE SAFETY OF MY FAMILY BECAUSE I WANTED TO LODGE A POLICE REPORT AT BUKIT AMAN ON 6 MARCH 2007 ON ALL CORRUPTION CASES OF MY BROTHER DATUK V. KANALINGAM AND THOSE INVOLVED IN THESE CORRUPTION CASES WITH MY BROTHER ARE AS FOLLOWS.

1) I WAS USED BY MY BROTHER V. KANAGALINGAM TO CORRUPT THE FORMER CHIEF JUDGE TUN EUSOFF CHIN, THE FORMER ATTORNEY GENERAL TAN SRI MOHTAR ABDULLAH, THE FORMER IGP TAN SRI RAHIM NOOR, THE PRESENT COURT OF APPEAL JUDGES DATUK MOHTAR SIDIN, THE PRESENT COURT OF APPEAL JUDGE DATO LOW HOP BING AND A FORMER JUDGE DATO K.L REKRAJ.

2) IN 1995 I WITNESS MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM CORRUPTING A FORMER INDUSTRIALIST COURT CHAIRMAN MR SATCHI WHERE I SAW MY BROTHER HANDING OVER A CHEQUE IN THE SUM OF RM 50,000.00.

3) IN 1995 I WITNESS A DINNER HOSTED BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM AT HIS HOUSE NO 1 JALAN SS 7/24 KELANA JAYA 47301 PJ FOR THE FORMER CHIEF JUDGE TUN EUSOFF CHIN’S WIFE AND CHILDREN WERE PRESENT. ALSO PRESENT IN THIS DINNER WERE THE FORMER COURT OF APPEAL PRESIDENT TAN SRI LAMIN YUNUS AND HIS WIFE, MY OTHER BROTHER DATO V. SIVAPRANJOTHI A LAWYER, MY BROTHER V. PANJARATNAM A ENGINEER, DATO V. KANAGALINGAM’S BODYGUARD ENCIK RAMLI AND BUDIMAN, AND A MALAY SECURITY GUARD. MY BORTHER’S WIFE DATIN GHANAJOTHY AND CHILDREN SIVASAKTI, SIVAJOTHI WERE ALSO PRESENT IN THIS DINNER. I WAS TOLD BY MY BROTHER DATUK V.KANAGALINGAM TO COME FOR THIS DINNER BECAUSE TO CLEAN UP THE HOUSE AND GARDEN, ARRANGE THE TABLE AND CHAIRS PRIOR TO THE DINNER.

4) IN 1996 I DELIVERED A NEW LEATHER BRIEFCASE, A WALLET, A LADY’S LEATHER HAND BEG, SOME DOCUMENTS WERE IN THE BRIEFCASE. I PERSONALLY DELIVERED THIS THINGS TO TUN EUSOFF CHIN IN PERSON IN HIS HOUSE. I WAS TOLD BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO DELIVER THIS THINGS.

5) I WAS TOLD BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO GO TO TUN EUSOFF CHIN’S HOUSE WITH MY OTHER BROTHER V. PANJARATNAM TO DELIVER 3 BOWLS OF SOUP WHICH WAS PREPARED BY V. PANJARATNAM’S WIFE REBECCA FOR TUN EUSOFF CHIN WIFE WHO WAS SICK AT THAT TIME. I AND MY BROTHER V. PANJARATNAM WENT THERE IN A PROTON WIRA BEARING NO BDV 1862 BELONGING TO PANJARATNAM.

6) I HAVE ALSO SENT MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM USING MY CAR A NISSAN SUNNY 130Y BEARING NO PLATE WBS 9443 TO TUN EUSOFF CHIN’S HOUSE. I HAVE ALSO WENT WITH MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM A NUMBER OF TIMES USING HIS CAR A BMW 988 A MERC 320 WED 5 A HONDA CAR BELONGING TO DATIN GHANAJOTHY, A VOLVO CAF 45, A OLD WHITE MERZ (8101) ANOTHER BMW (WDN) A PROTON WIRA BDV 1862 BELONGING TO V. PANJARATNAM. THE FORMER DRIVER MR CHANDRAN HAVE ALSO SENT DATO V. KANALINGAM TO EUSOFF CHIN’S HOUSE. WHENEVER I SENT MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO EUSOFF CHIN’S HOUSE, HE DATO V. K WILL BE CARRING A VERY BIG BUNDLE OF FILES AND WHEN I GO BACK TO PICK HIM UP HE WILL BE CARRYING BACK A SINGLE FILE. I USUALLY SENT MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM AT ABOUT 11.30 PM AND PICK HIM UP AT ABOUT 12.30 PM TO 1.00 AM.

7) IN 1996 CASH WAS GIVEN TO ME BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO PURCHASE HANDPHONE FROM MUTIARA TELECOMMUNICATIONS SDN BHD LOT 1 LEVEL 1 SHAHZAN PRUDENTIAL TOWER AT NO 30 JALAN SULTAN SIMAIL KL. FOR TUN EUSOFF CHIN. THIS PHONE WAS DELIVERED TO TUN EUSOFF CHON’S HOUSE BY A FAMILY FRIEND MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON.

8) I HAVE ALSO IN 1996 GIVEN A CASH CEHQUE BY MY OTHER BROTHER DATO V. SIVAPRANJOTHI A LAWYER TO PURCHASE A HANDPHONE FOR FORMER JUDGE K.L REKRAJ. I DELIEVERED THIS HANDPHONE IN PERSON TO DATO K.L REKRAJ AT HIS HOUSE. HE DATO K.L REKRAJ ASKED ME FOR EXTRA BATTERIES. THIS PHONE WAS REGISTERED UNDER DATO K.L REKRAJ WIFE.

9) A FAMILY FRIEND MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON HAVE ALSO TAKE MY BROTHERS DATO V. KANAGALINGAM AND DATO V. SIVAPRANJOTHO TO TUN EUSOFF CHIN’S HOUSE.

10) IN 1996 I WAS TOLD BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO SENT A OLD HEAVY BRIEFCASE (A DARK BROWN) TO THE PRESENT COURT OF APPEAL JUDGE DATO LOW HOP BING. HE DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TOLD ME TAHT DATO LOW HOP BING ACCIDENTALLY LEFT THE BRIEFCASE IN THE CAR BEARING NUMBER PLATE CAF 45 A VOLVO. MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON WAS PRESENT WHEN I COLLECTED THE BRIEFCASE IN FRONT OF DATO V. KANAGALINGAM’S HOUSE.

11) IN 1996 I AND MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON WAS TOLD BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO DELIVER 2 NOS HANDPHONE TO THE PRESENT COURT OF APPEAL JUDGE DATO MOHTAR SIDIN AT JALAN GURNEY KUALA LUMPUR. I AND MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON WENT THERE IN A VOLVO CAF 45. I HAVE ALSO GONE TO DATO MOHTHAR SIDIN’S HOUSE WITH MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM. I HAVE ALSO GONE TO DATO MOHTAR SIDIN’S HOUSE IN JALAN GURNEY USING MY MOTORBIKE BEARING NO PLATE WAX 6191 A YAMAHA TO SENT DOCUMENTS AND ALSO DELIVER A HANDPHONE.

12) IN 1996 CASH WAS GIVEN TO ME BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO SETTLE A HANDPHONE BILL IN THE NAME OF FORMER IGP TAN SRI RAHIM NOOR. SOMETIMES THE HANDPHONE BILLS OF FORMER IGP TAN SRI RAHIM NOOR IS SETTLE BY MY SISTER CHINMAYA DEVI WHO IS EMPLOYED WITH V.K LINGAM & CO AND SOMETIMES BY MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON AND ALSO BY A FORMER COLONEL.

13) IN 1996 MAY I WAS AT MY BROTHERS OFFICE AT SHAHZAN TOWER WITH MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM AND MY SISTER CHINMAYA DEVI. ALL A SUDDEN MY UNCLE MR. PERINCURAMASAMY CAME RUSHING TO INFORM MY BOTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM THAT THE ACA IS COMING TO MY BROTHER’S OFFICE TO INVESTIGATE CORRUPTION ON PERWAJA STEEL.
BEFORE THE ACA CAN COME TO MY BROTHER OFFICE DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TOLD ME, CHINMAYA DEVI (MY SISTER) AND FRANCIS CHEE KOON TO WITHDRAW LARGE SUM OF MONEY FROM ORIENTAL BANK JALAN SULTAN ISMAIL UNDER THE ACCOUNT OF DATO V. KANAGALINGAM. DATO V. KANAGALINGAM OLSO TOLD ME TO TAKE 5 NOS BANK DRAFT EACH AMOUNTING 60,000.00 POUNDS. I ALSO WAS TOLD BY MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO OPEN A ACCOUNT UNDER MY NAME IN PUBLIC BANK AND BANK IN RM 275,000.00 WHICH I DI. MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON ALSO WITHDRAW A LARGESUM OF MONEYWHICH HE PUT IN THE BLACK BIG BAG AND LATER BANK IN INTO HIS ACCOUNT. MY SISTER CHINMAYA DEVI ALSO WITHDRAW A LARGE SUM OF MONEY AND FOLLOWED MR FRANCIS KOK CHEE KHOON. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT MY SISTER CHINMAYADEVI DID WITH THE MONEY.
LATER THE FIVE BANK DRAFTS OF 60,000.00 POUNDS EACH WAS BANK IN TO THE ACCOUNT OF THE FOLLOWING PERSON IN LONDON. THIS PEOPLE FOLLOWED DATO V. KANAGALINGAM TO LONDON BEFORE GOING TO USA MAYO CLINIC IN ROCHESTER MINNESOTA.
1) MR K SUPPIAH 60,000.00 POUNDS WAS BANK INTO HIS ACCOUNT IN LONDON
2) DATIN GHANAJOTHI 60,000.00 POUNDS WERE BANK INTO HER ACCOUNT IN LONDON
3) MR RAJENDRA VELLUPILLAI 60,000.00 POUNDS WAS BANK INTO HIS ACCOUNT IN LONDON
4) THIRUNAMA KARASU VELLUPILLAI 60,000.00 WAS PUT INTO MY ACCOUNT IN LONDON
5) DATO V. KANAGALINGAM 60,000.00 POUNDS WAS PUT INTO HIS ACCOUNT IN LONDON
6) V. KANAKALASHIMI RM 100,000.00 GIVEN CASH AT NO 28 SECTION 21/1 SEA PARK PJ AT HER HOUSE.

14) IN 1998 MY BROTHER DATO V. KANAGALINGAM CAME TO MY HOUSE AND TOOK ME IN HIS VOLVO (940) TO CHINESE RESTAURANT IN SEA PARK SECTION 21/1. MY SISTER V. KANAKALASHMI ALSO CAME TO THE RESTAURANT. IN THIS RESTAURANT MY BROTHER DATO K. KANAGALINGAM THREATENED ME NOT TO TELL THE ACA ABOUT HIS DEALING WITH THE JUDGES, THE FORMER IGP TAN SRI RAHIM NOOR AND ALSO THOSE INVOLVED. HE TOLD ME THAT I MAKE SURE SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN TO ME AND THAT I HAVE MENTIONED THE JUDGES AND FORMER IGP. THE POLICE WILL ARREST ME AND MY CHILDREN WILL BE KIDNAPPED BY THE JUDGES. HE THREATENED BECAUSE I HAVE GIVEN A FULL STATEMENT TO A LAWYER NOW KNOWN AS DATO SAFEE ABDULLAH OF SAFEE & CO IN 1997 AT HIS HOUSE TOGETHER WITH MR SULAIMAN ABDULLAH A LAWYER PRESENT. FURTHER MORE IN 1997 DECEMBER I WAS FORCED TO SIGN A STATUTORY DECLARATION WHICH WAS PREPARED BY MY BROTHER DATO V. SIVAPRANJOTHI AND DATO V. KANAGALINGAM AT A HOTEL VALUE INN KELANG SELANGOR. OTHERS WHO FORCED ME SIGH THE STATUTORY DECLARATION WERE MR SATCI, SISTER V. KANAGALASHMI, SISTER CHINMAYADEVI AND BROTHERV. PANJARATNAM.
IN 1998 MARCH MY BROTHER SENT 3 LAWYERS MR C. VIJAYAKUMAR, DATO SITHAMBARAM, DATO KUMARENDRAN WHO FORCED ME INTO MAKING A FALSE STATEMENT AND MADE ME SIGN THE STATEMENT ON 81 PAGES. THEY THEN TOLD ME TO GET ADMITTED FOR TWO YEARS IN HOSPITAL BAHAGIA IPOH. I REFUSED. THEY THEN TOLD ME TO PUT UP A ACT THAT I AM VERY DEPRESSED AND MENTALLY UNSTABLE AND GET ADMITTED TO UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL. THEY PUT FEAR INTO ME DURING THE 1998 ACA INVESTIGATION. I TOLD THEM THAT IN 1998 THE FIRST STATEMENT AND THE THIRD STATEMENT WHICH I GAVE TO THE ACA IN 1998 IS TRUE AND THE SECOND STATEMENT IS FALSE.

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3 September 2007, WHERE WILL YOU BE?

August 26, 2007 Leave a comment
 
明志开始做嘢了…
 
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漫画

March 29, 2007 5 comments
恶评如潮。必须修改漫画里的人物造型。
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